Friday, June 30, 2006

River, sleeping in cousin Meagan's arms


Having fun with cousin Meagan, June 30, 2006


Meagan , my boys' cousin has come here to help me taking care of them. My boys are having a lot of fun with Meagan. She feeds them and play with them very nicely. She is a very sweet girl and loves my babies. I am sure that my babies love her too.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

My boys are missing their father, June 27, 2006


Michael's boss has been very understanding, letting him work from home, but it is not like he doesn't need to go to work, so we are trying to handle it.


Today Michael went to work. It was really hard for the boys not having their dear daddy around, especially because each one of them had 3 shots yesterday and today they have a little fever and it makes them more upset.


I am sure Michael is missing his boys too, so I let him see the boys on webcam.  The picture  is how they were sitting when daddy was watching them on the webcam.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Daddy is the best for burping , June 24, 2006


Relic is in Michael's arms for burping. Just see how he is enjoying and trusting his father's arms.


Relic is wearing his loving cousin's outfits . ( Thank you my dear Ghazal  Image)


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Let's go to buy ice-cream June 22, 2006


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Family walking, June 20, 2006


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Michael's first father's day, June 18, 2006


Even if our boys are very young, they still know and need their father. Thankfully, Michael is a great father and gives them all the love and support that they need.


Michael's got the first smile from them, before father's day and I know it is the best gift that the boys could give to their father.


I love when I see Michael holding them and talking with them with love. I do feel proud of him being such a wonderful father for our babies. ImageImage

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Tuesday, June 6, 2006

A blue day, June 06, 2006


I was supposed to go to maternal clinic to see my OB/GYN for the last time, six weeks after giving birth. So I woke up early morning to check my emails, and I got an email from my internet Dad's wife telling that he passed out June 4. It was really sad to know. I had wished him to come to see us and give my boys a big hug, but it never happened. He was a funny, happy man. May he rest in peace Image


After having brealfast, I packed to leave Michael and the boys, walking to train station and go to Boston by train. It was sad leaving my boys and go by train because I used to go by train to Boston when I was pregnant and the boys were kicking inside of me being excited and now I had to go alone, leaving my babies behind. It was really sad even if it was just for a few hours.


In the maternal clinic, I felt like a ghost. I didn't have a big belly any more and I had got a hair cut, so nobody knew me any more. I was looking at women being pregnant and I knew some of them, but nobody knew me any more, nobody wanted to talk with me ....


It was sad seeing my doctor for the last time. She is a wonderful woman, much more than a doctor to me. She helped me go through one of the most important stages of my life so well and have two healthy beautiful boys and then I had to leave her ... She gave me a hug and I was trying hard to not cry. I didn't want her think that I was crying because of hormuns.


I went walking with my boys in the afternoon,  trying to enjoy some time in the sad day. We did have pretty good time together.... Coming back we were all tired. The boys went to sleep ( not very easily ) and then I lied down on bed , thinking about my sad day until Michael came and I talked with him. He helped me feel bettter as he always does.  He is my best , that's why I love him so much.