I think all I think about these days, is our twin boys. I am seeing different doctors, almost every week and thankfully they are all very good to help me taking care of our boys. I am eating very regularly, following my doctors structure and thankfully everything has been fine.
Tuesday, January 10th, when I saw the boys on ultrasound screen, I could not believe those cute chubby legs were MY boy's. They were the cutest thing that I have ever seen and I was feeling so happy that I will not need to steal these babies, because they are mine! I have lived for long, over 35 years, and have never had this amazing feeling. I think motherhood is the most wonderful feeling that a woman can have. I am really happy to be a married woman, because my husband is with me when ever I need him and he loves me so much , but still, I think being a mother is making me feel to be completed as a woman.
Last night, when I woke up at 3:00 AM to check my blood sugar, I saw that my blood sugar was low. I was very weak and had trouble to get off the bed and go to get something but I did not want to wake my husband up because he had been working very hard in last nights, staying up and working. And this morning when I told him, he was upset and almost yelled at me : why didn't I wake him up to go to get something for me? And then , both boys started to kick and made me laugh : They cared about their mother ! Nobody can imagine how I feel, when I think that they care! We are going to have two wonderful boys, it is what I am really sure about. I don't care if they won't be smart or physically healthy. I just want them to love and care, which I already feel that I have reached my goal !
We are looking to find a good pediatrician for our twins. We have found a young and smart doctor from Iran. We are going to meet with him on January 20th, to see if it can work out for our boys. I am really excited about all the things that we should do to be prepared for our babies, however they make me so busy that I can't have time to do anything else. But what else do I have to do ? Our babies are our world ! And it is exactly how my husband feels too, so we are sharing our parenthood feeling as well . 
I am sure that your babies are going to be both smart and healthy, Bita. You are taking excellent care of yourself and them at this stage of their lives, so why should there be any doubt? As for Michael almost yelling at you, I can appreciate his agitation, do you know the literal meaning of "husband"? It means caretaker, so next time you wake up feeling weak, rememeber you have a "husband" who wants to give you the best care you can posssibly have.
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