What if everything is just a dream? July 21, 2006

I had a weird dream  :

I was in my mother's home, living with her and a sister. Exactly like the old days, having nothing, no right ,  trying to let them have what ever they wanted, just to help them feel better .... Oh, my God ! I even don't want to think about it!

I was holding an outfit of Relic Rastak which says 'Mommy's Little Boy ' very tightly and crying because everything that I have right now was just a dream !

 

I do get tired sometimes, not having enough time to rest. But it doesn't mean that I am not happy. Nothing can make me happier than having my sons in my arms and feeding them, when their beautiful eyes are getting sleepy and I can have all of my wishes on their beautiful pink eyelids and see them smile.

If I am living a dream, I don't want to wake up, because this is the sweetest dream that I have ever had!