I've had some very hard days. The boys have been sick, not bad but a little fever. River was the first one who had the fever and wanted me to hold him all day. When I was holding his cute little and naked body with the little baby fat that he has, I was just wishing if my body could absorb his illness. He was sleeping and eating which helped him feel better soon. Relic got the fever after. The first day he was just quiet, wanted to lay down with me and God knows how I was feeling, massaging his hot little knees. But the second day !!! He was not easy at all. Didn't eat , didn't sleep and was crying all the time.... It was really a relief last night when Michael and I were playing with them and saw them laughing. It was for some days that I hadn't seen Relic being happy.
I will do anything to make my babies feel better and I think the most horrible thing for a mother is seeing her child being sick. I don't want to say how much I love my babies but I do know that I need them more than how they need me. They are the best gift that I have ever gotten from God 
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