Last night River slept through the night! It was really surprising because he doesn't sleep long often. So I did get a good night of sleep. ( Of course I had to wake up once to feed Relic, but still not as many times as I often do ) And today River took almost a 2 hours nap!
I did have a good day, not doing much. Just doing the regular stuff : laundry, grocery shopping, cooking, usual cleaning, singing , playing and dancing with the boys... But when I was feeling a little tired and wished to sit and relax a little bit, River started crying! He didn't want to stop even when I was changing his clothes to take him out for walking. Of course my little baby couldn't know what I had wanted to do but silly me, expected him to know! So I yelled at him ENOUGH! ENOUGH! 
When I was putting my boys in the stroller I was feeling really bad because how I had acted impatiently, but thought I would have time to make it up with my little baby. On the way, River was all quiet. When I stopped to fix his little socks, I looked at him and gave him a kiss, so did with Relic. Relic looked into my eyes and smiled, but River even didn't want to look at me. I tried to caress his cute silky hair and talk with him, but still ....
Coming back home River went to sleep. I held him tightly and kissed him before leaving him in the swing, hoping him to forgive his bad mother....
I always pray to be enough patient with my babies. I don't want to spoil them but I want if I yell at them, just to be for my babies' goodness and not because it makes me feel better....
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