Friday, September 29, 2006

Entry for September 29, 2006

Last night I was thinking what if I die ? It is the time that I want to be alive more than any other time, not because of myself but because I think my babies do need me. I know how Michael loves our babies, I know my brother in law and his wife who are my babies' god parents love them and I do know that my sister and her husband adore my babies, but I can not trust any of them to raise my babies and give them as much as love that I have for them.


I was crying and asking God to take care of my innocent babies. I did have a very difficult pregnancy and I hope my God who helped my babies stay healthy through all the problems that I had, will help my babies to be raised in the arms of love....

1 comment:

  1. Do not worry about dying, Bita. You are nowhere near dying, and in fact seem healthier than you were before your pregnancy. (Of course, I don't know everything) Just think about being a grandmother, some day you will be Grandma Reilly. You will be ten years younger than I am now when the boys graduate from college. You will probably be about the same age I am now when River gets the Nobel Peace Prize for his work in genetic cures for all diseases and Relic gets the Pulitzer for his insightful history of Persia. Keep a positive outlook.
    (((hugs)))
    charlie

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