I need to be honest with myself.... Yes, I spend most of my time with my babies or for them, but it is not because they need me, because I think I am the one who needs them more.
I do feel that they thank me after I feed or change them with the look in their beautiful eyes, or the joy in their laughter when I am playing with them, but these are not the reason that I do things for them. I even don't do things for them because I want to be a good mother but just because I need them. I do remember after giving birth, when I was all in pain, I was thinking as long as I have my babies in my arms, I don't care if fire catch the rest of world ! I know, it is really selfish, but my babies are all my world. I haven't missed my family just after we found out that I was pregnant, last summer! If I call my family, it is just because I want to share my happiness with them, because I know how they enjoy to hear about my babies, and it is how I enjoy more to have my babies.
Michael and I, both know that our babies are not very different from other babies, but we like to think that they are the cutest and smartest babies in the world! Maybe that's how every parent is, but we don't care !
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